Second choreography session with Tony tonight. Again I am amazed at the ability of a professional to put something so good together in such a short amount of time. We reached the end of the cha-cha section last time, and now have the remaining mambo section choreographed. And I thought the cha-cha section was fast! The stereo in the room we were in didn't have a speed feature, so I was trying to do everything full speed, which is how Tony wants it by the showcase, but something I've never even tried before. If I can do it, it's going to be sweet-looking. Wait, positive thoughts: I will do it, and it will be sweet. I have to be nicer to myself because Michael has declared the dance studio a "no self-deprication zone." Unfortunately, self-deprication is a huge part of my personality, and it's also often how I describe the issues I'm having with my dancing. For instance, I'll say "I look like a gingerbread man" and then Michael gets that I'm obviously not gathering my feet and legs properly. So I need to learn a new code.
My favorite moment tonight: when Tony started second-guessing himself a little bit and thought maybe something should be changed. Then he and Michael marked it and Tony was like, "No, that's good. Nope, I like that, too. No, that's right," until he realized it was already perfect the way it was (I could have told him that - that's why he makes the big bucks, because he's good).
We also worked on one of my many issues: arms. I've mentioned before how I don't know what to do with my arms (I'm still thinking so hard about my feet). Well, it seems I've developed a bad habit of pulling them in close to my sides - not like an Irish step dancer or anything, but still. I know exactly where it comes from; I don't want to wail Michael in the face, I'm afraid of making a mistake, and I'm doing it simply out of timidity and lack of confidence (which is funny, because Tony mentioned how he liked that I "just put everything out there," even though I feel so reserved). But I've gotten so used to it that now sometimes my elbows and upper arms are even a little bit behind me, which makes it harder to catch switching connections, especially in the twisty-turny mambo. Tony really stressed keeping my arms in front of me and keeping them stong. Of course, then I went too far in the other direction and kept them in front and strong all the time, even when one was not the connection arm and should have been styling. Sigh. So glad the showcase got pushed back to May - I need the time! And that's not self-deprication; that's reality.
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